First and Last

When you became mine I felt happy
Finally I have someone that will take care of me
The moment I said yes I admit I’m not sure
But with what you feel I know it’s pure

The days went on I realized I was wrong
I don’t want to be in this for too long
I know it’s not right for me to still keep you
Ending what we have is the best thing to do

Every morning tears fall from my eyes
For the guilt that I feel for saying such lies
As I try to part myself away from you
I can see your suffering, it hurts me too

For a month my heart and conscience kept waging
I decided to keep you but I am not willing
Keep holding your hand for you are a good soul
To prevent your heart from having a bigger hole

That night came I waited for you to celebrate
But there’s no sign of you I felt we’re a mistake
Suddenly you appeared holding three roses in your hand
I felt different as you go near where I stand

Things changed instantly I felt happy and contented
I realized how lucky I am with your heart I commit theft
I will love you and won’t make you a part of my past
Just like what you’ve told me you’ll be my first and last